February 2012
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aughghghghg fuck mom stop talking to me for a second, and let me just relax. How can you expect me to run for a complete hour when I just starting running today, I’m lucky I didn’t collapse after 20.
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I seriously hate how my mom always tells me to lose weight, then she goes and buys like 10 bags of chips and a frigging green tea roll cream cake and then asks me if I want some and when I say no she says “Yeah, don’t eat it you’re going to get fat.” Then when I say yes she says “HEHEHE ITS GOING TO BE FATTEN.” Omg stop.
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Day 1
So I’ve decided yesterday night that I wholeheartedly want to change my ways, my look, and my habits. It’s one thing to change in order to impress someone, but I want to change for the better, so that I can look into the mirror and be proud at the person looking back at me. So to begin I want to start the habit of writing every day or at least more often that I used to, this way when I...
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Omg I watched Block B’s apology video >< Block B has always been quite a playful group, and even though I don’t know them or follow them as much as Block B fans I feel this controversy was blown way out of proportion. Although what they said did sound a bit careless but seeing as their usual attitudes are always joking, its clear to say that they didn’t realize what they...
Anonymous asked: wishing u all the luck!
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Really these posts are going to be for me, since I’ve realized that I really want to fight for my education and my life. I want to become a better person and live a better and more creative life instead of sitting around doing nothing. No, I am not going to say that I’m doing this for myself only because the reason I want to change has been due to many people. I am changing...
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From This Day On...
Mark this day Wednesday February 22nd 2012. This is the day I am going to become a better person. I will stop my afternoon naps no matter how tired I am, I will suffer through the agony of droopy eyes and tired limbs until at least 10 so I can actually sleep at the proper time. 6 months from this day I will lose weight until I am 100~110lbs and I will jog on the treadmill every day except for...
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This is why I don't take naps.
expectations: I'm just going to take a quick power nap and I'll wake up refreshed and energized
reality: passed out cold for five hours solid, wake up not knowing what day it is or what the last meal you ate was
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Mom: What's wrong?
My mind: I used to do so well in school but I'm not anymore.
My mind: The people I call friends, aren't my actual friends.
My mind: I'm constantly feeling alone.
My mind: I'm starting to look at myself different.
My mind: Nothing feels the same anymore.
My mind: I feel like I'm going to fail at anything I try to do.
My mind: I haven't been eating that much and I'm hungry all the time.
My mind: I feel like no one cares about me.
My mind: I just wanna sleep all day and never wake up.
Me: Oh nothing I'm fine.
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